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Saturday, August 29, 2009

After 1 Year

Guys, it has been already 1 year since I came back to Malaysia for good. So what have I achieved so far? *Nothing* Ok that's an exact answer hahahaha. But it's ok. As we go on in our life, we gain more experience and Allah has planned everything that is the best for us. So I don't think that I have to worry that much.

Let see what have I achieved so far. Either it's positive or negative, it is still an 'achievement'. Hahaha. Ok I'm joking. :D

1. I become closer to my family as I am nearer to them nowadays. We have more time to spend together and I can't wait for my sisters to have more children (ok I'm joking lol).

2. I become closer to my best buddies, who are almost from Terengganu. I have more than enough time to hang out with them. But so sad that I am missing my best buddies from other states so badly (you know who you are, I'll tell & meet you guys once I'm in KL@Selangor ok) :(

3. My skin becomes tanner and darker (Oh is that an achievement?) Oh my God. I think I need Garnier Light to make my skin fairer. Hahaha.

4. I realize what I'm good at and what I don't. For example, I know that I'm not very good in lab-work after I worked in research area (which was lab-work based) for quite sometime. (I'm switching my sub-field now) :)

5. I find a lot of new friends as I work and further my study. They are all awesome friends. And I love them so much. I think it is easier for me to find a good friend in Malaysia rather than Melbourne. :)

6. I'm furthering my study in a field that was not my major when I did my undergraduate study. It is quite tough for me to adapt but I know that this is the best for me, Insha-Allah. So to people who are doing science research and need my help for statistical analysis for their research, contact me, and I'll try to help you as much as i can, Insha-Allah. :)

I think that's all for now. Yeah, there may be more things that I can write here but I don't think I have to write everything. Apart from that, I am missing Melbourne so much, for there I can shop great dresses-shoes-handbags, eat nice food, find kind people, travel to beautiful places of interest and so on. I hope that one day (soon), I can go to Melbourne (as a tourist), Insha-Allah, as I can't do it now I am so busy with my study and many things to settle.

I hope that everyone that are back for good to Malaysia from oversea will experience a lot of good things, and will be able to go through the challenges in their life with lots of patience. As we grow older, we have so many things to think about, not only about us, but also about other people. Hope that everyone is doing well and remember that Allah knows what's the best for us. All the best to you all!

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

The Worst Friends vs The Most Awesome Friends

Yes. Tajuk dalam english. Tp tulis dalam bahasa tiba2. (Eh suka hati la, blog aku ok). Sebarang teguran mengenai kesalahan tatabahasa atau penggunaan ayat tidak akan dilayan.

Ye. Mari kita tengok contoh kawan yang teruk. Mari mari.

Yang pertama; cakap nak berkawan dengan kita (konon), "friends forever and ever". Eh. Alih2, networking websites pun tak nak kawan dgn aku. (Eh bengap jgk dia ni, skrg zmn canggih Facebook kita boleh set la sape yg boleh tgk info photos kita dgn sape yg xle tgk. Lembab bab teknologi ah ko ni). Suka hati la. Itu privacy ko. Tp kalau cakap tak serupa bikin, itu yg bikin aku bengang. Ok. Nasib baik bulan puasa, kalau tak dah lama aku swear macam2.


Yang kedua; jenis yg dah lama tak jumpa kita, lepas tu bila kita cari dia, dia hilang. And dia tiada usaha pun nak cari kita. Contoh- dia datang bercuti kat hometown kita, (hometown aku bnyk pulau cantik2 ok) tp tak bgtau langsung dia datang kat kampung kita. Oh. Kecil hati sungguh. Kalau tidak dapat jumpa pun at least inform, takdelah kita rasa terpinggir. Ini, sudahlah datang kampung aku, jumpa pun tidak. Ok. Then I know who is my real friend and who IS NOT.

Sudah. Menyakitkan hati memikirkan kawan2 yg bodoh sombong ni. Mari kita tukar kpd kawan2 yg AWESOME pula.

Contoh kawan awesome. Yang pertama, pagi2 kau nak gi kelas jalan kaki, tp dieorg sanggup offer kau naik kenderaan dieorg. Wah, thanks ye. Dan ada yg sanggup hantar kita balik rumah (sampai depan rumah) walaupun arah rumah dia berlainan dengan jalan ke rumah kita. Awesome sungguh.

Yang kedua, yang sanggup jemput kita bila kita nak keluar dengan dia. Sebab kita tak bawak kereta (ye itu aku). Tak pernah marah or merungut. Awesome sungguh. Dan lg awesome, masa nak gi melawat MRSM PC hari tu, si Nabilah ni dah sampai depan MRSM PC pun, tp sebab aku takde kenderaan, dia pusing balik ke HUSM Kubang Kerian sebab nak jemput aku. Oh sungguh awesome. Ini lah kawan terbaik. Terima kasih Allah kerana memberikan aku kawan2 yang sungguh berhati mulia.

Yang ketiga, yg tahu kita takde printer nak print assignment, sanggup offerkan diri untuk print assignment kita & submit sekali. Oh. Thanks ye. Awesome betul. Lepas tu tak pernah minta charge pun.

Yang keempat, yang turun dari tempat jauh2 just untuk jumpa kita. Wow. That is so AWESOME. Kita pun ofkos excited nak jumpa dia kan. So sungguh best dapat kawan2 best.

So. Pandai2 lah anda bezakan mana kawan anda & bukan kawan. Jangan berkawan dgn orang cakap tak serupa bikin. Alergik dah aku. Tsk tsk.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

This Blog

From your point of view, what should I do with this blog?

No 1- Close it. Quit writing. And delete all the posts. I don't think that people are reading my blog. This blog is nothing.

No 2- Quit writing. And just leave this blog like this. (I don't like this one)

or

No 3- Making my blog private. So that only certain people can read my blog. Lately I'm not quite comfortable to expose my life to so many people as my network is getting bigger and wider. Not all people are honest and can be trusted like our close ones.

So, what should I do? I feel like giving up blogging already....

Sunday, August 2, 2009

If and only if

If I am missing you, would you miss me too
If I say I love you, would you say the words too
If I run so far away from where I am now, would you stop me
If I am sad, would you be by my side
If I am sick, would you take care of me
If I am crying, would you lend me your shoulder
If I am bored, would you be there for me
If I need someone to talk, would you call me soon
If I really need help, would you spend your time with me
If I want to share something, would you listen to me

And if I don't ask for anything, would you realize that I really need you badly
So come fast to me and be with me
I don't have forever to be with you
And I just hope that I can spend as much time as I can with you...